{"id":134830,"date":"2018-06-09T18:45:27","date_gmt":"2018-06-10T00:45:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=134830"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:56:15","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:56:15","slug":"crying-in-silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/crying-in-silence\/","title":{"rendered":"Crying in silence"},"content":{"rendered":"

I create this pain inside of me
\nI let it develop into something big
\nI don’t understand why I do this
\nI create this pain…. that makes weak<\/p>\n

So many lessons, so many actions, so many choices that I let free, I don’t Know if this makes any sense, is not my language I’m just trying to express what I feel<\/p>\n

I create this pain inside of me, I let you touch my soul and destroy me, I thought you were different, I wanted you to be.. I don’t understand how I’m like this<\/p>\n

I don’t know if this is about you, or I’m just feeling down and bring you to the situation, but i do want you to be different
\nAnd you’re not, and it probably will hurt more but I will move on, and everything is gonna be fine because god is on my side, and when my strength isn’t enough, he will use his and help me walk<\/p>\n

I create a pain that’s making me weak, I wanted you to be different so we could just fly free, but it is just my illusion because we aren’t meant to be, God I hope I’m mistaken and maybe we could be something big, but I don’t know if is possible, because you’re a you and I’m me.
\nI know that I\u2019m not enough but I want you here, I want you with me<\/p>\n

Photographers: Susana Villalpando<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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