{"id":133331,"date":"2018-05-25T06:03:45","date_gmt":"2018-05-25T12:03:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=133331"},"modified":"2022-08-31T01:57:30","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T06:57:30","slug":"sobre-tu-anacronia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/sobre-tu-anacronia\/","title":{"rendered":"About your anachronism"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mientras and\u00e1bamos por la acera camino al bar y el chico de la tristeza infinita aspiraba de su cigarro, un interrogante me daba vueltas en la cabeza insistentemente: \u201cAl menos esto fue importante para ambos, \u00bfno?\u201d. No pude aguantarme y le solt\u00e9, como quien no quiere la cosa, que no quer\u00eda darle m\u00e1s peso de lo necesario a lo que hab\u00eda pasado entre nosotros. Un hilillo de humo escapaba por la comisura de su boca y despu\u00e9s puso la mirada que ya le conoc\u00eda, ese gesto del tipo <em>por-qu\u00e9-eres-insoportable<strong>.<\/strong><\/em> Todo hab\u00eda sido producto de una mala combinaci\u00f3n: su tristeza infinita + mi insaciable necesidad de afecto + un par de cervezas.<\/p>\n<p>Despu\u00e9s del silencio m\u00e1s inc\u00f3modo, llegamos a nuestro destino. No s\u00e9 c\u00f3mo termin\u00e9 ah\u00ed, sentada a su lado y en medio de dos perfectos extra\u00f1os: ella veterinaria, \u00e9l soci\u00f3logo. Ni ganas de charlar, lo \u00fanico que quer\u00eda era que me cogiera de la mano para regresar a su cuarto a decirnos en ese idioma extra\u00f1o de las miradas y el contacto f\u00edsico que me hab\u00eda estado buscado toda la vida. En un movimiento autom\u00e1tico, levant\u00e9 mi vaso y beb\u00ed. Volte\u00e9 a mi alrededor: en la barra, alguien pidi\u00f3 una canci\u00f3n y son\u00f3 la voz de Alex Turner. El chico de la tristeza infinita ni se percat\u00f3. Toda la vida buscando cabos sueltos para atarlos. Ya no vale la pena: he llegado a la conclusi\u00f3n de que algunas coincidencias\u00a0no tienen nada de especial. Ocurren y ya. Me puso triste pensar que todas las circunstancias que descubr\u00ed que nos un\u00edan quiz\u00e1 eran s\u00f3lo eso\u2026nunca estuvimos destinados a nada. <em>Been wondering if your heart\u00b4s still open and if so i wanna know what time it shuts. <\/em>El chico me seduc\u00eda con sus ojos sin brillo y\u2026 a\u00fan con su aspecto desali\u00f1ado, a\u00fan con sus ojeras provocadas por trabajar el turno nocturno, a\u00fan con su estatura casi del mismo tama\u00f1o que la m\u00eda, a\u00fan con su irremediable tabaquismo y mi asco incontenible al olor de los cigarrillos que usaba para asirse de la realidad y no perder el piso; a\u00fan con todo aquello,me parec\u00eda atractivo. Lo supe ah\u00ed, en la mesa de ese bar, a las 8:45 pm, en estado et\u00edlico.<em> I don\u00b4t know if you feel the same as I do. But we could be together if you wanted to\u2026<\/em> Pens\u00e9 que, ingratamente, no suelo quedarme en el mismo sitio mucho tiempo, siempre soy yo la que se est\u00e1 yendo. Soy coleccionista de adioses. Con frecuencia me estoy despidiendo.\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">Siempre<\/span>\u00a0pidiendo perd\u00f3n.\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">Siempre<\/span>\u00a0dando explicaciones\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0no quieres o\u00edr cuando creo\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0lo \u00fanico\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0quie<span class=\"text_exposed_show\">res es\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0me quede en silencio y no diga nada. Quieres\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0me quede.\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">Siempre\u00a0<\/span>sobreinterpretando las cosas. Y me gustar\u00eda decir &#8220;yo&#8230; siento algo realmente&#8221; pero tengo est\u00e1 sensaci\u00f3n de\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0lo\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0siento no es tan real, de\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0algo le falta. Siempre jugando a las escondidas con el vac\u00edo que me llama. Nadie tiene la culpa. Esa palabra no existe en lo\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que\u00a0<\/span>fuimos o somos ahora. Es dif\u00edcil para m\u00ed saber\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0soy la\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0se va, y\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0me estoy yendo porque no puedo mantener estabilidad nunca. Porque no se a d\u00f3nde me llevar\u00e1n mis decisiones, pero si me quedo s\u00e9\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0cuando todo se acabe ese final me va a tomar por sorpresa. Y s\u00e9\u00a0<span class=\"highlightNode\">que<\/span>\u00a0va a doler. A\u00fan ahora me duele, pero duele menos. No m\u00e1s mensajes de buenos d\u00edas, no m\u00e1s nuevos descubrimientos musicales juntos.\u00a0<\/span>No s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 estaba buscando; con dificultad s\u00e9 lo que necesito yo. Sigo sin acostumbrarme a sus intermitencias y sus ausencias. As\u00ed, de pronto, nos volvimos sue\u00f1o, cari\u00f1o, refugio&#8230;Al paso de los d\u00edas nuestros cuerpos se fueron reconociendo. Me cont\u00f3 que hab\u00eda ca\u00eddo en depresi\u00f3n y algunas historias sobre como perdi\u00f3 el empleo. Ten\u00eda los pensamientos un poco dispersos, le gustaba leer a Focault, discut\u00edamos sobre m\u00fasica, al contacto de las pieles nos volv\u00edamos animales. Esper\u00e1bamos el NRML para ir juntos. Esto \u00faltimo no ocurri\u00f3. Me daba la impresi\u00f3n de que ambos siempre hu\u00edamos de algo. Algunas noches cerraba los ojos y me esforzaba para imaginarle como en un sue\u00f1o. En la oscuridad me ped\u00eda que fuera suya. Tal vez ced\u00ed m\u00e1s que nunca y me deje montar. La temporalidad no existe cuando estamos juntos, me es dif\u00edcil decir cu\u00e1nto tiempo ha pasado desde la \u00faltima vez que estuvo aqu\u00ed realmente. No puedo, a veces ponerlo en una l\u00ednea y decir qu\u00e9 pas\u00f3 antes y qu\u00e9 despu\u00e9s. Todo est\u00e1 revuelto. Las peleas, los abrazos, las ausencias, el sexo, los ataques de ansiedad, las charlas de media noche, mi lujuria, encontrarnos en pleno \u00f3sculo en la oscuridad \u00a0y nuestras insaciables ansias de sentirnos lo m\u00e1s cerca posible, dejando que nuestros instintos m\u00e1s salvajes nos dominaran. Las escenas se proyectan en mi cabeza al estilo de una cinta de cine antiguo. Los recuerdos de aquel \u00faltimo d\u00eda no est\u00e1n del todo claros, y en ocasiones me parece que son m\u00e1s imaginaciones m\u00edas.<\/p>\n<p>Photographers: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.alexisvasilikos.net\/\">Alexis Vasilikos<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mientras and\u00e1bamos por la acera camino al bar y el chico de la tristeza infinita aspiraba de su cigarro, un interrogante me daba vueltas en la cabeza insistentemente: \u201cAl menos esto fue importante para ambos, \u00bfno?\u201d. 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