{"id":129520,"date":"2018-03-14T23:17:49","date_gmt":"2018-03-15T05:17:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/?p=129520"},"modified":"2022-08-31T02:02:35","modified_gmt":"2022-08-31T07:02:35","slug":"ayer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/errr-magazine.com\/english\/ayer\/","title":{"rendered":"Ayer&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em>Ayer, me dijo que terminar\u00eda con su vida.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Se desped\u00eda de mi, pero entre lagrimas me dec\u00eda que no quer\u00eda dejarme, que yo era lo \u00fanico que la hacia quedarse en este mundo, que para ella era ya una mierda. Desde ayer odio la palabra tiempo, cada vez que la escucho pienso en que nunca ser\u00e1 suficiente; me dijo que aceptar\u00eda darse una nueva oportunidad, s\u00f3lo por mi, me siento ego\u00edsta al ser lo que la retiene, al no ser suficiente para que ese tiempo sea m\u00e1s largo que el \u00faltimo.<\/p>\n<p>Todas las noches tengo miedo de dormir, de no saber que est\u00e1 pensando, o que est\u00e1 a punto de hacer. Tengo miedo de despertar todas las ma\u00f1anas e imaginarme que ya no est\u00e1, le tengo miedo al tel\u00e9fono, que suene &amp; sea esa llamada que me diga que todo termin\u00f3, que ella no est\u00e1 m\u00e1s aqu\u00ed.<\/p>\n<p>Yo sol\u00eda pensar que no lloraba porque era demostrar debilidad, que nada era tan doloroso c\u00f3mo para sacarte una l\u00e1grima tan pura de tu ser, ayer, llor\u00e9 c\u00f3mo nunca, he llorado c\u00f3mo no lo hac\u00eda en a\u00f1os, ahora, lloro todos los d\u00edas, todo lo que me dice o hace tiene un tono diferente, no s\u00e9 cuando piensa en mi &amp; cuando piensa en su final.<\/p>\n<p>Lo \u00fanico de lo que estoy segura \u00a0es que esa peque\u00f1a mujer, que todos creen conocer, que todos la ven resplandeciente, oculta un gran secreto, un secreto que me cost\u00f3 tanto entender &amp; que ahora, aunque me parta en dos, lo comprendo, lo entiendo &amp; bueno, no me queda m\u00e1s que decir.<\/p>\n<p>Mi amor quiere suicidarse.<br \/>\nNo quiero perderla, pero siento que se march\u00f3 hace mucho tiempo.<\/p>\n<p>Photographers: <a href=\"http:\/\/emiliora.tumblr.com\/\">Emilio Ram\u00edrez<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ayer, me dijo que terminar\u00eda con su vida. 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